I actually HATE my self very much, when I start to depend on someone.
yeah,right, I don't want bother people in any way. If I can handle it by my self, so be it.
But, sometimes I cant hold my self I need a shoulder to cry.
And at one point that make me hate my self for troubling other people.
I stubbornly want to be an Independent person because I have the fear when one day I suddenly left alone I will lost my balance and collapse. No I don't want that. I want to be strong enough to stand on my own feet and do my own things.
I've seen a betrayal that caused the worst fall of a dependent person. I don't want to add the statistics.
yeah,right, I don't want bother people in any way. If I can handle it by my self, so be it.
But, sometimes I cant hold my self I need a shoulder to cry.
And at one point that make me hate my self for troubling other people.
I stubbornly want to be an Independent person because I have the fear when one day I suddenly left alone I will lost my balance and collapse. No I don't want that. I want to be strong enough to stand on my own feet and do my own things.
I've seen a betrayal that caused the worst fall of a dependent person. I don't want to add the statistics.
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