Time flies, love stays..

Last night i was kinda missing my boyfriend so much so i tried to chat with him, web camming chat to be exact. Well, after tried several time and survived from several crash (due to poor connection) finally we can do the web cam chat with an awful minute of lagging. well, i was miss him badly i didn't really care about the delay. i saw him there in his room, wore a white plain shirt, it helps a bit, make me feel closer to him. BUT, since the lagging are too much too handle, we decide to use the synchronous text chat and ignore the web cam. since it feels like not real time at all, he get bored. perhaps.
for me, i did not care as long as i can see his face, it means something. but he feels kinda sleepy and decided to sleep. i was begging Lil bit to keep chat but that useless though, i wont push something that is not part of one's will. SO, i end up alone for the rest of the night, my mind floating around thinking about this and that.Mostly still feel upset but i try to take it easy.
Anyway, after i fall asleep, i have this dream, a very weird dream about escaping and saving some people from a chaotic situation. exactly like an action movie, there's the bad guy and the good guy. i was like in between and kinda confuse because i should save someone that i don't know. my heroic role in the dream didn't help at all. it was so weird and end up i am having a romantic affair with the bad guy boss..urrgh..such a weird weird dream. we were like holding hands and there's another girl, and that bad guy bring me into some place which looks exactly like my high school yard. fiuwh. thanks god i woke up and realize that was only a dream. a weird dream that (perhaps) represent my need to be with some one that i truly love or another one that actually the bad guy in real-live.whatevs.im done.

.days back then