The rock bottom!

everything run well until..something happen. we both know what we're doing and we know which is wrong and which is right. i did try to put my ego far away from this relationship hoping that we will hang on and stay together. But, what just happened show me that this different point of view cant be tolerate anymore. I CANT KEEP THIS HAPPEN ANYMORE!. we knew it from long time ago that we have a different point of view but none of us want to truly understand each other. I knew i am not strong enough to insist my stance and i always end up letting things happen. I know its also happen due to my inconsistency. BUT, that was the rock bottom. we cant always arguing the same thing for the next (let say) two or three years. we cant always troubled on the same topic for the next years ahead. its time to truly talk about this heart to heart and took a stance! one solution that represent our response in such situation.
I am upset. i am tired and i am all broken.
It just unavoidably sad when i see you doing nothing about this, keep on your thought and being very resistance in resolving this. it just very disappointing to see the way yo react/response on that situation, looks like nothing happen. nothing threatening. nothing important to be talked and resolved. i also upset on my self, for being very inconsistent and weak. i cant defend my own thought. its sad. so sad and i feel stuck.
this issue is a never ending problem for us yet we usually ignores it. i don't know what you have in mind now, but i feel that's enough. enough i cant take it anymore. i don't want to waste my time ups and down, fight with you about this anymore. i know there is a HUGE love that keep us together this far. but i feel i should make a decision. it might be very hurtful and bitter, but if it what it takes to make a change, then i will. i want to see US in a different way. i want to seize and give more values on this relationship. it is my last shot, better be good or not at all.