a memoir

I consider my self as a person who think too much and too futuristic. I want my fingers to dance and write beautiful rhyme but sometimes all those words disappear in a sudden stop. it is funny how my brain works, it always filled with thought, mostly about my worry over things, but then there will be a time i feel lighter as if my mind been refreshed with new bright thought.

I know how powerful the mind is, and i hate it when i think or worry too much my head get hurts, literally. it is just I wish I know the secret to control my mind to always see the bright side and jolly good point of view. In the other hand, regardless any other thing I've ever complaint about, I DO GRATEFUL to Allah for everything I have, I lost and I about to get...

I am grateful that my family are healthy and in a good condition, I am grateful that I could see and feel an experience with different depths compare to other people. I am grateful that even when I'm full with anger I realize how important is a thing called as tolerance...

I simply pray that I could get closer to my family, spend more time with them and be there whenever there is a simple funny jokes or an event to celebrate...as a family...