Frankly speaking...

Iam one of those who are unsure about what I will be at the end...still figuring it out while doing this. Yep,it is a commitment I took and I will do it with full responsibility. I simply hope I wont be too dragged away with this, instead, I hope I'll keep my passion and dream alive. One day I will continuing my education,get a master degree and start my own business. Those are what I called as dream that aligned with my passion: knowledge and creativity.

I enjoy learning (academically) as I enjoy researches. they sharpen my judgement and shape my reasoning. I simply love being a hoplessly curious person. In other hand, I also love designing and freed my wild ideas into something fun and creative. It is bit sad to realize how little time I have to read and draw. :'(

well, I learnt a lot these days. I knew I've been complaining a lot about how this took a toll on my physical condition. I also very much stressed out due to daily-always-come-up-problems I should face.

But, just now I talked with my friend, a nice and lovely girl (well, not really,haha!) who isnpired me with her work ethic. well, she might work at the office, but I believe it is actually as tiring as workin on the field. she is a friend I met when we're in the selection process for my company. She was accepted as MT HR for one of my company CBU. So, I just talked with her (through BBM sih, hee) and I know she is such a workaholic. a severe one I might call. hehe.it just amazing to see her passion in working while looking just 'fine'. haha. Frankly speaking, I am a bit ashamed of my self for being such a spoilt girl who complaint a lot..hahaa...I know out there, a lot people who work harder than me...

so, from now on, I promise I'll try to lessen my complaints and choose to see the bright side...the bright side..the bright side............. :)