Rabu, 22 September 2010

High Hopes And Bright spirit

i know i've been so gloomy and grey and boring these days..hehe. well, things happen and i find it rather difficult. AAnywaay, i am totally in better state now. I'm doing a job, helping my previous lecturer to make a glossary of Social Psychology construct. well, it is one hell of job. it took me tons and extensive reading but i enjoyed it very much.

I think my 'fragile' emotional state several days ago due to non-productive days with no clear activity. i love my life to be structured, flexible but structured. i love doing things, and by doing things means i am fulfilling my self. because if i do nothing i will feel empty and useless, so again, it is very important to keep my self occupied. And, this job really help me out of my disoriented afternoon with no activity.haha. i feel challenged and thrive. i have like 200 (or more) constructs to define in Indonesian and i cant tell it is an easy job. it is a bit hard, i should read the dictionary and read other literature to make sure that my definition is correct. I hope this work will be useful for the progress of social psychology in Indoesia...

ohya,i think i develop a new hobby lately. a costly hobby. now, I seriously interested in buying accessories, especially ethnic or gems-made bracelet and necklace. I bought an earring (sorry cant upload the pic left my camera @ home), a metal base with black tiny stone on it...i love the earrings, i cant say i look beautiful wearing it but at least i look different.hehe. so far i was satisfied my new earring until my BF told me i look like Charlie ST 12. wtf. He successfully make me upset. and i never wear those earring anymore.

in return, i asked him to buy me a bracelet. and he did! (kisses). He bought me two cool ethnic-wooden-made bracelets. That's make me happy and we're even. hehe.

a bit touch of wooden-ethnic-bracelet



And lately, i found a very charming bracelet i wanna buy. but it was quite pricey i should wait till next month. oh my oh my. wish i cud have it!. (beb?uhm,in case you read this,muahahaha!)
a bracelet by Monika vinader. me want this, or at least something close to this.hehe


black and gold by BexRox. me want something look like this!.


i used to be very simple in appearance. usually jeans and tees and sling bag. But along with the more i grown up, the more sophisticated i become. i wanna use more accessories, adding colours and charming smells into my daily appearance. Thus, i am now always keep an eye on accessories/jewelry booth whenever i went to a mall. hihihihi.

I know this might be a new consumptive habit, but it is something make me excited and its a novel fascination, so..i don't mind. i still able to control my budget anyway. i think it is one non harmful habit, just a bit risky.haahhaaa.

Cherrios!XOXO

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