Deep Dark blue

I want to learn to love you ...

like the old time.

I want to admire you

like the old time.

I want to miss you

like the old time.

I want to cherish you

like the old time.

I want to laugh with you

like the old time.

I want to talk with you

Like the old time.

I lost you

and it hurts so bad

dad...

Blessed and in love

I'm so grateful for God sent me this guy which I love so much.
very much in love 4 the thousand times
with the same person
for the last 4 years and 4 months.

absurd

feeling absurd
since realized that
love is not enough for a relationship
it takes more than that.

Pause

I feel like in a pause. a moment when I can take some time to see around, contemplating my life. Im so grateful, always. but yeah it is not life if there is no problem in it. still deal with the same issue. trying to response as normal as possible.

I'm feelin optimistics about my life, hit Jakarta soon, starting my work.


In the mean time, I just want to enjoy this holiday (in my home with my family) before I get so busy at work and cant go home that often.

happy holiday.