My lowest point.

Remember days back then when i was so excited talk about my thesis?

remember how proud i am?

remember how high my hope on it?

i was killed in a second.

i am ruined.

i got B+ for my thesis.

which i found unfair.

it is not because i am blinded by my own subjectivity.

but because i clearly know that i deserve better.

i worked my ass hard.

i do my thesis with all my heart.

i am serious on it.

and because there was some sort of problem on it.

my thesis supervisor seems not too keen on my behavior she decided not to defend me on my thesis defense. it lead to a very poor result on my thesis's mark despite of its real quality.

she said sorry and kept telling me that i deserve better than that, but nothing she can do anymore.

whatever i am enough with all the bullshit, i am already broken.

it broken my heart, it destroyed my hope (temporarily), and it totally killed me this time.

thanks for being very hard to approach and thanks for being very subjective on me.

it is not only my lesson, it is also yours.

be more wise next time. please.

the mark is based on the thesis quality, not on your interpretation about someone's behavior.