The Only Exception

I might hurt

Might stumble

bleed

whatever

but Spirit cant die...

spirit cant die...


:)

-love my BF n family way too much-

lalalaugh my as* hard!

I love my friend at the office

I got Uwi , a self-claimed- swan wanna be..

I got Mitha who her Big eyes look like a tarsius

and I got My self

who sometimes look like an ugly duckling or whatever...

it just funny to have them around, we could create a creative yet a amusing joke to enlight the day...

bravo! lets laugh more and joke even more...

Burn out

i feel like I hate my nights

I hate I lost my phone signal everytime i come to my kosan

I hate I feel so dull here

I hate I forget to be grateful

I hate time doesnt give me much change

I hate the fact that burden me that heavy

I want a lighter wings

to fly

and

I want stronger wind

to take me away

the big plan

spend the weekend with my family, attending my bf's sister wedding. tired-like-hell. here I am again, in Jkt doing my daily office hours..whew, I am getting bigger and older..Iam 23 now and feels like..umm..nothing really change. some of my friends already see me as grown up, they said i act mature..so the addition on my age wont do much difference, right?.hehe

anyway, alhamdulillah everything run well in my life..got one big plan for next year and i hope it will be easy and smooth process...

visiting jogja next weekend for a product launch, i should make sure everything is under control and succeed. wish me luck... :P

The day

My birthday went quite well

had a nice dinner with my boyfriend at Thamrin street

we walked

enjoy some ice cream

and ate tasty foods

he gave me a white-pink-striped running shoes

I had a great time....


:)

Born day

Time flies so fast and I cant pull the break to stop it.hehe. I know tomorrow gonna be my 23rd birthday. well, i'm feeling fine, not too much happy or whatever. I simply grateful for all the things God given me. every single thing means a lot to me.

The day I cried and almost give up, the day I decided to fight back and pull my self together again, the day I feel so lonely (which happen quite often), The day I feel proud of my self, The day I feel so pretty, the day I feel somehow ugly, The day I lost courage and found it again, The day im in love with my Bf and the day I hate him (hehe), The day I misses my family and the day I just want to be alone,The day I feel insecure and the day I feel so confident...

those days made my year...and I'am so blessed...

thanks God. Alhamdulillah.

But God, can I ask one thing?

one wish you know I always hope for...amen!

Emotion

why there's a story we cant forget?
Anger we can't erase...
Tears we can't shed away...

Things we can't let go....

It is so hurt to remind that past when I felt so not appreciated for work I've been doing so hard...

I want to forgive
I do
I did btw...

I just cant forget the pain, it keep coming back whenever I remember that event...

but its okay though..

anger creates energy inside me. it burns. real hard.

:)