New Year's Eve

Yep, tomorrow will be new years nite. My BF having a small party tonight along with his office mates. I stuck in my room finishing some old project. Pretty dull but let see the positive things.. :)

Now, Im thinking about my new years resolution, lets write it down...
1. Eating less noddles n eat healthy (thinking of starting my workout regime, new swimsuit as a start! :))
2. Read 12 books with varied tittle
3. Watch more TV serials (Mad men, Bones, etc)
4. Add 3 new-real-best friends from work
5. Got engaged or even better (ahem!it's sound more like a hope rather than resolution,ha3!)
6. successfully finished my 12 months orientation with awesome remark! :P
7. write more insightful stories on my blog
8. save money consistently every months
9. always enjoy and grateful for everyday ahead! :)
10. Amin!!

Tadaaa...Feeling optimistic!!!

So, I got a job..hehe..

where?

hint: Reputable formula milk company

Feeling : proud, optimistic, enthusiast.

gonna home by night but still got a lot unfinished work with my lecture. Moved from my rented room by 10th January (or earlier) and will start work soon..oh Im excited..

Really hope this job will run well and enjoyable in terms of experience and lesson. The challenges are quite big but Im sooo in it! bismillah..wish me luck guys... :D

Alhamdulillah

I know I cant thank enough..

Allah, alhamdulillah..

U've given me another beautiful gift in such proper time...

a job!! finally! heheee

One thing,

Please do keep me humble for I dont want to be cocky person.

and I hope this job will run very well...

amiiiin.

when I get old

so, i was helping my lecturer on some projectial base work. She is kinda old, well I dont know how old she is but I can tell she is no longer fast and thorough. Perhaps, due to her age it is quite difficult to follow the demand of technology (using computer, etc) in her work. so, she has 4 or 5 flashdisks with different file in it. One for her book project and the other for this and that so she wont get confuse and mixed up. Each file took less that 1 GB in each Flashdisk while the flasihdisk contain 2GB memory. The sad part is, she also needs to put a label on each flashdisk so she wont forget whats inside. :'(

But, event tough she become so forgetful, I still able to recognize her rich knowledge and strong mind. she is still spirited and one clever person I believe. One thing that I pointed out is..how cruel age could do to us? it makes me sad to imagine my self in my old time..become forgetful and slow and confuse and attached from the novelty of life..hiks. I simply hope in those time I will have some one to hold. someone to hug so I wont feel that sad.

I'm not afraid of being old as long as I have people I love around me. Oh I wanna hug someone so bad right now. Hehehe. lets embrace our age and keep updated, our practise in reading will be a help for our memories in the old age. so, keep read and stimulate the brain.

Bruyant

I have questions in my head,
I have doubt, dream, fear and courage...at the same time.
I have nothing in my hand but I want to hold the world.

I need others but I hate to be dependent. stand on my own. always my option. Don't care how helpless I am, I will never depend on you, I read the signs that you are (also) not ready (yet) to assist me in any of my difficulties, in fact, I actually capable of solving my problems on my own. we're equal, I owe you nothing, so lets think it this way.just to make it clear.

Oh I hate delusional idea about relationship.F.

Just so you know, I can feel it anytime there's a distance you create or unwillingness you try to hide. That's all caught by my radar. again. just to make it clear. I will never depend on you. fair square. no worries. :)

Such a night!

Some burglars came into my kosan last night. They stole the host's laptop, cell phones and money. After one of my kosan mate recognize one of them try to open her door, she shoo the burglar away and calls another kosan mate. After the burglar run away, All the girls in my Kosan awake and turn into chatty yet fearfull crowd. such a damn scary night. It appears that those burglars also stole something in the neighboor kosan last night, so I suggest they worked in team.

I hate them they make me afraid. I cant Imagine If they come and approach my window try to open the door, I must be freeze in fear. Ugh.

Now my Host about to turn on the alarm again, which I hope could help a bit.

What I hate most is the fact that I (and all the girls) cant continue our sleep due to this event. And I feel so in-need-of sleep right now...arrrghhh...

I hope those burglar will learn their lesson somehow, their bad deeds will surely back to them. Oh, How i miss a safe environment.

Lets Talk about Formula milk

well, It appears that WHO curbs the baby formula adverts due to some reasons:

1. Breast feed is the best way to feed your baby.
2. It helps the baby to meet its potential needs along the golden developmental phase (exclusively 6 months).
3. It helps the baby from health or mental problem in the future.
4. The increase use of formula milk means the reduce on the breast feeding activity among mothers.

And, Third world nations who are known as the largest formula milk consumer should deal with some threat like:

1. The lack of refrigerator in their households which make the formula milk, once opened, changed in nature.
2. The lack of purified water to mix the formula milk make em' vulnerable from bacteria.

so, the International code of marketing of breast-milk substitute bans any kind of public advertisements of formula milk. The company also not allowed to advertise their products to health facilities or health professionals, or giving samples to pregnant women, young mothers or new families. they also emphasize the importance to put a label that promote the best way to feed babies, through breast feeding. In the other hand, WHO also encouraged women to atleast breast feed their babies exclusively for 6 months.

But, to be fair, Formula milk is actually not a bad thing, it is just not preferable. because, in 2001, WHO release a statement that formula milk if prepared accord with applicable codex of alimentarius (comission made by FAO and WHO for food regulation), then it is nutritionally adequate and safe complimentary food and suitable breast feed substitute under health professional watch.

well, I my self will absolutely try to give my baby exclusive breast feeding, but, I also very open toward any possible difficulties (In which I hope wont happen).