Larger than Life

 I trust the whimsical power of beliefs, brave enough to wander into wild dreams and hope.

lately I feel like my life is a puzzle where every pieces is fall just into the right place

Im in a good place now, but it may not the exact place I want to be.

Well see, hopefully I will find some enlightenment during my maternal leave...

weird thing is,

my spirit at work is super heighten these days, I feel like I want to do a whole lot things before maternal leave. I even start some projects, well, the initial work..hehe. Its kinda weird, I suppose to have this kind of excitement since last year, but, well, maybe because I know I'll be long gone I feel like I have the obligation to contribute more... :)

In the mean time,

Lets just chill back a lil bit before my maternal leave on February..

Ah, super exciteed...finally I'll have the time to contemplate my life, see whats truly meaningful and important to me..

A new lesson to learn

Okay,
Over all many aspect in my life are going pretty well,
Except for this one..
Financial matters...

So, due to my stupidity in cell-phone usage, well basically I didnt aware that I use regular internet browser bill these two months, then I should pay quite big amount of money..Crab!

An other accident related with money that also sucked dry my saving...fiuh.

At first I feel so upset and sad and disappointed toward myself, how could such stupidity happen, especially when that amount of money worth a branded Hand bag or branded stroller for my baby..hehe

But then it gets me thinking,

Our possession, form the most meaningless to the most precious..is not belong to us.
It is belong to the graciousness of God, which he can take back at anytime, with any kind of way..
even through the most unexpected and silly way...

We have to understand that in the first place, and learn to be ikhlas whenever we lost something in our life..
There's no absolut possesion, there's no eternity in this world..

so, I assume, God is teaching me to be ikhlas now...

I shaould stay thankful, it's only money..not other thing that even having greater meaning in my life for I still have my family and friends...


:)