Happy Birthday boy...

October 26, 2010: 03.00 Pm.
It was raining hard and windy.
I wore my blue jeans dress and put on my purple shoes.
I bought a tiny Tiramisu cake and took last year candle from my small box.
It was cold and breezy. I soaked and got wet.
but i enjoyed it. I felt happy and excited.

October 26, 2010: 4.55 Pm.
I'm arrived. Made a call and got a cold answer on the phone.
someone get confused.
I waited and didn't find a glimpse of smile.
Small tiny feel of sadness and that's all.


Conclusion:

I think the surprise didnt run well since that was still 26th oct and he didnt expect me to come and most of all he didnt think it was the right time to give a surprise..way too early i guess. He just finished his work and look tired.
I felt that my too-early-surprise ruined the whole mood, he was tired btw. So, yeah. Whatever. I did my best.
Even tough this birthday wasn't so special i would like to say:

"Happy birthday sayang, wish you all the best in life : a good laugh and wonderful days.
I hope you grown up a gentle man and not carried away too much with your work. Don't forget to eat healthy and always listen to your heart. I've been with you for this past four years and mostly i feel happy. You add colors into my life and taught me a lot. I hope we both could grow together, become person that complete each other. I know good days are not always happen, and we should deal with bad days somehow. I wish we will survive the bad time and enjoy the good time. less sad eyes and more smiles."

-with love-