THE WEDDING

I know its been 5 months since my wedding, and am already pregnant now..haha. Kinda very late, but, I never really have the chance to post any pic on the day, so, here it is...my pics at Akad nikah or wedding vow. Marrying the guy I love and wearing those pretty dress, It was a great feeling. :)

ps: due to bad connection I'll share my reception pic later..

enjoy... :)

with my family

With our beloved parents

Tacky pose, but pretty..hehe

19 weeks and counting

My baby is now 19 weeks, start to grow hair and sensory development is exploding! wohoo.

I get the update of my baby every week from here , an every time I receive the update email, Im happy. Now, start to feel the kicking and slight movement, go dancing baby!.

Anyway, let briefly flash back into my early pregnancy, how do I found out that Im pregnant?

Well, I dont really sure but it was my intuition to buy pregnancy test after passing a day from my regular period schedule. Week before knowing that Iam pregnant, I was physically challenged. There was a trip to Bromo mountain (hiking, jeep riding, etc), and then two days strolled around Jakarta accompanying my lil sisters who happened to visit me on their holiday (tiring malls hopping and walking), and the jackpot was doing CFD (car free day) on weekend, walking from monas all the way long to Sudirman. Haaah.

And it appears I already pregnant. My baby must be a future athlete. Strong strong kid. Mommy cant wait to meet you kiddooo...kiss kiss.

HI circle with my 2 weeks old baby

Daddy with His proud jersey

The love of my life

When I was little,

When my parents are not around,

There was a very kind angel who took care of me

brought me sweets, snacks and accompany me everyday.

She bought me my favorite apple and always stroke my back before I sleep

She is my lovely person

My grandmother....

I love her so very very much....

I cant wait for Idul adha and meet her, I wanna hug her... :) :)

Nenek Kamila

My three little sisters,

They are my sunshine, three different characters that add the color of my life.

I love them dearly and I hope they will grow into their best.



And Last, Ofcourse...My Lovely Husband...The big big big big Love in my life



Wish list

These days, Thing that make me happy is thinking about buying some essential stuffs to welcome my baby.One of the most important thing I imagine will be , a stroller!. I've been browse and read so many reviews, stumble upon Oh-so-expensive strollers (that will cost me 600-800 of dollars) into the very cheap one but looks not convincing type.

Thanks God, I finally stumble upon Kindercube.com website and found this one fancy brand, Cosatto!. Their stroller Not only affordable (+-200 $) but also come with super fun design! I will definitely buy This. Yaaay.

btw, I also check the Cosatto official website  here , too bad their new awesome stroller has not yet available in Indonesia. So I should go with this lil pip squeak..hehe.

arrgh, cant wait the time I am allowed to start buying my baby's stuffs.

Cosatto swift supa lite stroller

Home?

It's funny how you miss and hate home at the same time.
Place that raise us up but also dragged us down.
Too many negativity, too many ugly things now.

I dont want to go back home.

Positive thing is, now lets revisit every plan,
redirecting life, choose the best way to go.

Rest In Peace Mbah Uti...

This morning I had a quite shocking news.

My very close neighbor, who we called Mbah Uti has passed away.

I am sad, all I can do was send her my prayer.She is a very kindhearted woman. She and her husband were our closest neighbor.

They both a very lovely couple, kind and just filled with so much love.

Mbah Kakung must be broken and sad, but I believe He is a strong man.

They are my 'widyawati and Sophan sophian' version...

Mbah and Mbah Kakung was always there, helping out my family in our difficult times (when my sister was acting frantically crazy). When we were little, Mbah Uti usually end us food, real home-cooking food especially on Lebaran. Her cooking was great, my whole family loved it.

It was when 'Lamaran' I see her as beatiful and healthy as usual, help my mom with the preparation. She was always involve and helpful. But then not long after that, she get sick, made her unable to walk. It was my greatest regret unable to see her for the last time in Lebaran. I suppose to come and ask my apologize and my gratitude.

Now she is Gone, I believe Allah will bring her into the bestest place. She is one of few people who her kindness and love were so strong everyone could feel it. Genuinely kind and truly beautiful person.

We love you mbah, May Allah lead your way to heaven. amiiiin.

Home

If I have the chance to choose my future home,

It will be a small bamboo home in the middle of vegetables field.

Where I can hear birds chirping and river flowing.

I will grow my own tomatoes, chili and cassava.

My children will go to nearby school and learn qoran and Islam in near madrasah. I will teach them values, the importance to be an honest, brave, clever person.They will grow with lack of TV but extensive Internet reading.

They will speak Indonesian, English and one other language they love to learn.They will live humble and be ambitious only for good cause...

My children will live to lead those who need direction, help those who need support.

Grateful

Alhamdulillah,

Iam very grateful for what I have now
My husband
My baby
My tiny living place
My precious things....

last weekend, we went to the mall and watched premium rush. well, it appears the title didnt go along with the movie, it's fun it's fresh but not that 'premium rush'. :).

After the movie, we stroll around Debenhams and found one very me leather wallet. so I bought it.. hehe. For real leather, the discount price was very valueable..

And, it is just so true, the more time you spend in that place, the more you buy..so somehow, I also manage to find just the perfect dress for this saturday event. The dress truly accentuated my 16 weeks pregnant belly and look just pretty on me. :)

Therefore, I am a happy person.