Elevator shock

27.04.12

I was in an elevator.
suddenly, the electricity shut dwon
Elevator stopped, stuck and create a gentle shake which scared the hell out of me.
Never thought that I will have such experience, yet it was very much an eye opener.
I was with another 4 persons who are as scared as I am. other 3 were pretend to act cool, one man totally lost his mind and freaked out like a granny (hehe).


But we managed to stay calm.
Press the emergency button and talk with elevator guy.
10 minutes of wait.....
with crazy thought that the levator will plummet down
I was even think whether I will die or not.
anyway
after 10 minutes...
the elevator finally move...

when I realize we're trapped...

am gonna die???

When the elevator finally open

Aaarrggg so relieveed

When finally step out of that damned elevator

 

walk like A boss!!



Goal!!

Joined the squad

lucky number eight

Play with the team

we're RED team

Didnt win, but had so much fun! I love chasing and running and running and kickin some a**! hehe

One screw must be missing

One said that,
a personality build from the family
so either your family is utterly disfunctional
or you must be badly lonely.

still in wonder though, why this little birdie get so scary and upset.
she's ranting and yielding and intimidating other.
you are actually pretty but you paint your face beast.

if you able to be kind, then be kind.

kindess is a virtue that stays...shown to everyone regardless class and education.
kindness should be universal and consistent.

If  kindness come and go, so either it is fake or you  are simply border line.

dear, that red angry face and explosive words is not pretty at all,
nor they are end up functional
but an ear dont want to listen wont listen.
problem is,
you lit the fire
I burnt

I react badly to burnt wound,
but since Iam the normal one here,
I'll stay be your friend
but
not that kind of friend who hugs, greet or smile.
I'll be more like neutral.

my suggestion:
get real friends and live with real family. just, get a life!.

Perjalanan

Kemarin,
lagi-lagi aku sendiri melakukan perjalanan yang harus aku jalani
bertemu dengan orang-orang baru yang entah kenapa membuatku kembali bersemangat
mereka adalah alasan baru untukku tetap tinggal
kadang kita memang mebutuhkan orang lain untuk bertahan didalam situasi tertentu
saat ini,
aku merasa pekerjaan ini adalah unfinished business yang harus aku selsaikan, sampai aku tiba di satu titik dimana aku merasa telah melakukan sesuatu.

hari ini,
aku kembali larut dalam ritual minum kopi di pagi hari.
tanpa sarapan, tanpa apapun sebagai pengisi perut. hanya udara pagi dan debu2 kendaraan yang kulewati.
aku merasa lebih tenang, lebih cool. entah kenapa.

tetap kelimpungan melihat tumpukan kertas yang harus kuperiksa satu per satu,
email yang harus kubaca dengan teliti dan kubalas kembali.
tulisan-tulisan rapih sisa kemarin berisi hal-hal yang harus kukerjakan hari ini.
ah, aku suka note book baruku.

saat ini,
bolak-balik membuka email, membuat excel, membaca dokumen.
sedikit pusing.
kemudian kulenyapkan segala pusing itu, kubuka deviantart, menikmati kreatifitas yang begitu menarik.
sedap.
sedikit iri.
ah, seandainya aku bisa flash atau corel atau sejenis itu..
pasti senang sekali bisa menterjemahkan warna-warni dikepalaku kedalam visual image yang quirky.

Teman: Cangkir kopi + buku catatan + permen impact

OVLE

-End of Rainbow-

And now… I promise you…

That I will so… so close to you…

Like you want me too…

Like I want it too…

And now… I think I’m in love with you…

And…this scenes…got my eyes on you…

For the first time.. yee for the first time…

Reff:

And now… I’ll pick up the star for you…

If you love me too…if you love me too…

I know… I’ll fly you to the sky over the seven sky…

If you love me too …

And now… don’t know what to do…

You got me drown so deep into…

Into you… so deep into you…

Reff:
And now… I’ll pick up the star for you…
If you love me too…if you love me too…
I know… I’ll fly you to the sky till the end of the raindow
End of the rainbow…

Little by little pass your life embrace your heart…

Light my love melt into your soul….

Into your soul…yeahhh

That my love that your life embrace your heart…

melt into your soul…

Happy (Party + Family time)

Simply put, I am feeling happy...these days...

Alhamdulillah...

Last two weeks been uber crazy, very hectic, very tiring..work and preparing national meeting..but it was so worth since the meting went very well.. and my team won the booth contest! yaaay!!

besides, It appears that I love to dance, dj, loud music and jumping like crazy..I love shufflin!

after those partying time, the week wrapped up in a beautiful moment which I enjoyed very much, getting busy preparing the plan, I might be tired but every time I get home and meet my family I feel some kind of comfort that make me feel easy. Iam happy that one by one the check list is done, getting closer to the day and Oh I am so excited...

Am I afraid? Nope, Im so glad that I can scream loud that I aint afraid..

Trouble and challenges may come , but baby as long as I have you beside me, we'll be alright...  :)

I love to think that we are actually off guard yet stupid and brave enough just to go with it and face everything together..Its us, two against the world....awwww....xoxo

retro enough?! the gala dinner

70's enough? the dance team

My cherry belle costume adn yeah we did the cherry belle dance in front of everyone...lol

two weirdos about to dance like crazy

Gender neutral

Read an article about parent who give their child a freedom to wear girl and boy clothes in the hope to raise the child in gender-neutral environment. my question is, is there any?. the construction of gender been exist for so long it root in our social environment, almost become something that undeniably important. why? because we live and breath those construct every day, it have a big impact on who we are. If, the stereotype of gender considered as something that bring negative impact, than lets make a change. gender is not a fix definition, we have room for positive changes throughout the era. don't see it as something that restricting, rather, see it as a way of liberating. That is why the amazing story of women movement are exist, because they make a change. reconstruct the very mean of gender it self.

Allowing children to wear any color they want. to let them choose any toys they interested in. to give them the idea of being whatever they want.